we1his1teeth's Journals on Buzznet

we1his1teeth's Journals on Buzznet http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[TASTE OF FUCKING CHAOS!!!]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/144274/taste-fucking-chaos/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2007-03-28T06:50:08Z <![CDATA[OMFG!!! ADAM!]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/38153/omfg-adam/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-07-25T05:37:02Z <![CDATA[oh yes]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/28866/oh-yes/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-16T01:32:28Z <![CDATA[tehehehehehehe]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/27658/tehehehehehehe/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-11T17:35:47Z <![CDATA[Just Few Poems]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/26928/just-few-poems/ Suicide isn't the Answer

What's going on?
I'm way too confused
to know what I'm doing
I feel bruised

How can people say
they have perfect lives
when there are people out there
cutting themselves with knives

I'm not saying I'm one of them
or that I ever will be
but just the thought of it
makes me feel differently

No one understands them
I can sort of relate
But only if I knew them
I'd tell them just to wait

I'm really glad that
I made this friend
because if I didn't
their life might've ended

I'm just trying to say
that people can be so mean
If only they've heard what I've heard
or have seen what I've seen.

What Now?

Why can't I think straight?
Nothing's coming to mind
Now I can't see!
I'm going blind

Is it because I'm preocupied
with more important things
like when High School's over
what life will bring

I really hope to be successful
in anything I do
but I'm a little scared
because everythign will be so new

Will I make it past college?
Where will I go?
Live with my parents?
no, I don't think so

I don't know what it's going to be like
In a few years
I don't think anyone does
it brings me to tears (it's the only thing that rhymed)

I try not to
let it be a worry
but somehow it always manages
to creep back up on me

I'm not the only one
who thinks the same
others think the same thoughts
I just won't name any names

I'm living the best I can
everyday that passes by
I just hope I can get over this
Before I say good-bye

Parents......

What did I do now?
another something gone wrong
you look at me weird
as if I were smoking a bong

Everything I do
is ignorant in your eyes
I can always tell because
you say it in your sighs

You make people believe
that I'm oh so rude
or that,
I'm always in a mood

No one sees his real side
the one that he keeps hidden
he doesn't listen to his daughters
and no, I am not kidding

I can't get through to him
that's just way too hard
he doesn't seem to care
though he says he does in cards

It's also pretty difficult
living with someone I don't trust
he asks so much of me
and he leaves me in the dust

My friends are always there for me
whom I can say anything to
when my dad starts up again
they tell me I should move

It's not that easy at this age
when your parents don't understand
they expect you to
listen to their every command

(ok thats it for now.. and i dont know if that last one is done or not.. but w/e)
]]> Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-08T08:57:38Z <![CDATA[MY SITE!!! IT'S DONE]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/26901/site-done/ http://www.sad74.k12.me.us:16080/~waughclass/Krystal_R/Music%20Mania%20in%20Maine/ ok let me know if that doesnt work for you]]> Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-08T05:49:26Z <![CDATA[ok...]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/26896/ok/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-08T05:31:20Z <![CDATA[Giftedness]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/26769/giftedness/ ok hello there,

todayi went to see a psychiatrist and she told me that i think way too much. But people that think way too much (as in myself) are actaully geniouses and they just think so much that they cant say what they mean... Yeah and right after she told me that.. I found out I was "Gifted" like I have these special thoughts and stuff.. its a little weird in a awkward complimenting way.

]]> Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-07T13:02:06Z <![CDATA[New AIM Name!!!]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/26198/new-aim-name/ Buzznet we1his1teeth 2006-06-04T13:46:47Z <![CDATA[School]]> http://we1his1teeth.buzznet.com/user/journal/24380/school/ Holy hell, im in math class right now... soooo freaking boring.. im supposed to be looking up defininitions.. like thats gonna happen lol. well, nothing cool goes on in my life so i guess i'll go away now.

Checkyalater,
Krys
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